bummed

Coming off the high of the weekend, I am now feeling bummed. How odd that I would put forth some semblance of personal "coolness," composure and energy for the folks; but then get by myself and resort to usual "bummed." Yup, in private, I have those moments where I don't like myself too much. But in public, you'd swear I haven't a problem in the world--never seen one and never will. The mildly upset stomach, having only 4 hours of sleep last night, and internal turmoil from the paradigm shift and paradoxes of the weekend does not help. Anyhow, let me get my butt up and go wash some dishes.